I dont know how, but you’re stuck in my head and I can’t get you out, I’ve been through hell almost by myself because of you, questioned what I did and the goodness of my heart. Then built a wall around my heart that you stabbed so no one else could hurt me like that and you knocked it down again. You’re like my biggest enemy being able to bring so much joy and being able to take me out with a few words and leaving me crippled. I’m going to miss you the most throughout this year with holding hands, kisses, goodnight/goodmorning texts, the way you said “I love you” randomly, those promises, the way we would hug and cuddle, the way how we express and love each other! You made me happy, you were the first person who ever made me feel this way to somebody important. I saw us more than a couple, I saw us as best friends, the ultimate thing, a family. Yet when I think of how unfair it was for me. Also I will always be sorry for all those times I took you for granted and how I caused every fight that made us torn apart also those times I hurt you. I also remember all the joy you brought me. Gave me a purpose to continue what I do and you always put a smile on my face with almost no effort and you make this world amazing like no other, but lately the good you bring and have caused, while the pain you have done to me are fighting 24/7 ,if my head was a radio it could not find a station to tell me what to do for I Am so torn, your motives seem clear but I question almost everything I dont know what to do and now you say you felt the same pain possibly to keep in a secret and all I can think is good you deserve it and then why won’t you just grab my hand and take control for I feel like I’m in a car that lost its steering and now all I do is sit at home with a head ache while a war goes on inside of me, trying to figure out what to do and then as we said good by today I expected to feel nothing but it was like you shocked me I felt like something was right in a good way and it made my day and yet I still don’t know what to do I need some one to take control because I’ve lost it now, so if you feel like you can handle this then take control then please do or just let go and crash so I can get out of the wreck that might happen so I can forget it ever happened again. All I can do now is wait and see what you’ll do but either way I feel like neither of us are going to get out of this perfectly fine.
This theory says that there is more behind Nickelodeon’s Rugrats besides being a cute show for little kids to watch. In fact, some people are saying that the show has this whole psychological meaning behind it centering around Angelica having a psychotic break at the age of 3 after having too many traumatic accidents happen in her family at such a young age.
- All of the rugrats are a figment of Angelica’s imagination. Now that’s not so horrible by itself, but then we learn why Angelica made them up.
- Chuckie died with his mother in childbirth. This is why his dad is always so worried about him in the show.
- Tommy was stillborn, making his dad have some kind of break and sit in the basement to make toys for the son he was supposed to have.
- The DeVilles had an abortion. Angelica never found out if the baby was supposed to be a boy or a girl so she decided to make it twins. Then, she gave them matching names and personas because there probably would have been only one child if there was no abortion.
- The reason behind these delusions have been blamed on Angelica’s nonexistent relationship with her mother and her manipulative one with her father. Thus, Angelica had no one to turn to when she needed help dealing with the babies’ deaths and resorted to making up the lives they should have lived.
In All Grown Up, Angelica is a bipolar schizophrenic addicted to narcotics and heroin because they help her keep her delusions alive. At this point, we learn that Angelica’s biological mom died from a heroin overdose and Angelica’s disease because she’s a crack baby. Her real mom’s name was Cynthia, hence her doll’s name. The woman from “Rugrats” who was Angelica’s mother is really her gold-digging step-mom who Angelica idolized.
When “All Grown Up” was canceled, Angelica died of an overdose just like her mother.
Dil is the only baby who isn’t fictional. However, Angelica never accepted him as being real and accidentally hit him too hard while trying to make him go away once, resulting in brain damage. This is why he’s such an odd child in “All Grown Up.”
Suzie was actually Angelica’s friend. The theory says that she grew up to become a psychologist and joined the Nickelodeon team to invent the “Rugrats” TV show, finally explaining the origin of the theory.
This niggas butt is on my face!
